Wednesday, December 21, 2011

I might explode

CD31
Very very early spotting has started.  And I've never seen that to mean "Implantation Bleeding" - nope, this is it. 

I am all swear words and furious in my head.  And strangely quiet.  I can't sleep.

I don't want to do this anymore.

5 comments:

  1. Sending hugs and a hot cup of cocoa...be kind to yourself right now.
    Love,
    Maddy

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  2. Big, big hugs to you. Go for a drive on your own and let it all out, it's my favourite coping mechanism.

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  3. I love you. And have faith. Always faith. Hugs.

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  4. I am so sorry. I hope 2012 is a much different year for all of us!

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