So I have a friend in town next week, we'll call him big K, and we are planning to get together.
Big K is sort of a partier, so I am picturing going boozing, or at least playing lots of board games. But out of the blue, big K suggests we go visit little-stolen-name of last week's fame!
So here is the thing - I have like zero interest in seeing little-stolen-name. I mean, I used to be all over going to visit little babies, but I'm just not that interested any more. It is like I am turning off that tap.
I'm not upset or resentful (I think?) - I am just not interested. I've sort of shifted from being super upset about babies, to wanting to enjoy the time before DH and I have our baby - God willing. It is either that or mope around - and I've done my fair share of that.
When I hear new parents say "Oh, Wow, I wish we could go out to a movie like you guys!" (this happened several times on Saturday), I want to roll my eyes and say we'd gladly switch places - but then I also think - maybe we should enjoy this time before we get our bundle of joy?
I'm also slightly worried the tap won't turn back on - what if I stay disinterested? Augh!
[Oh, the good news this week is that Dr. Tanya thinks my tongue is looking good. She thinks the updated herb formula for this month is working!]