So, looks like AF is here.
I am really bummed. And crampy (short painful cramps - WTIF!) and a bit dizzy. Bah.
While I will probably go Google things about getting your AF while pg, it is safe to say this was a failed cycle. Poo.
I think I sort of knew this morning. I had a really hard time forcing myself to go to work. I left early this afternoon. I just can't make myself care about work at times like this. I WANT A BABY. :( (Plus, I had to leave and go cry, which I did in the car on the way home with poor DH on the phone)
I had a sort-of adoption dream last night. They were handing out babies and my fertile friend got one. I was angry, I was like that is NOT FAIR, she already has two kids and she got them easily. But then they gave me one and I was so happy and loved it. We are planning on going to an aoption info session in April. Maybe the dream is a sign? April...its so far away..... (sigh)
The dream almost makes things worse - I still remember that baby in my arms....