Does everyone have half moons on their fingernails? I only have them on my thumbs. Dr T says this is related to an imbalance with certain organs (the ones not connected to my thumbs). I know for sure I noticed this about two or three years ago... and I probably had half moons as a kid... but when I lost them in between those times, who knows?
Other than that, things are moving swimmingly. Today is pineapple core day! (Yes, 7DPO) And this month's pineapple core was really nice - very ripe.
I am trying to be less angry and resentful of all things baby. It occurred to me that were I to be so lucky and catch next, would I even be happy? I've been so down on all baby related things, I've enjoyed relishing in the negative aspects of children instead of the positive, because to think about the positive things was too painful. My friend came over and complained incessantly about her toddler - I LOVED it. Haha - poop on the floor, eh? Not for me!
But I think this is going to backfire for me. It is true, at least it balances thinking having a baby will magically make everything wonderful (which a tiny part of me still believes)... but I think I've gone too far over to the dark side. So I read a parenting magazine while waiting for the travel doctor, and tried to be positive about it - like, this may be relevant to me soon/eventually, instead of rolling my eyes or totally avoiding it (which is not in my nature - I want to soak up all parenting related information, if I ever am in the family way).
This morning had a baby dream, and I sort of knew I was dreaming... but I let myself fully enjoy hugging the baby and playing with her in the dream, instead of pushing it off. I think this dovetails nicely with me not being so stressy lately, and continuing to forgo rushing.